I don't know how to start.

I went jogging immediately after I found out about it yesterday night. The anger just kept building inside of me it got kinda unbearable I just felt like hitting someone. Then I ran, but I didn't feel better. I began crying. I thought after leaving that dam group I'll no longer get affected by anything they did.

ISAAC CHANG YOU BASTARD. 10 years friendship and just like tanhweeleng, you chose weeboon over me. 10 years of friendship and you think you understood me so you decided not to call me down. 10 years of friendship and you don't ask me out as well but others? Do you have brains? Do you fucking think or not? So you care about huiling's and weeboon's feelings but not mine? Everyone seemed to be picking weeboon instead of me. So what kind of friend I was to them? Someone who can throw aside anytime they want because they "care for someone else"?

I hate it that the good of the good friends always do this kind of shit to me. I hate going through the same dam feelings my good friends put me through. Did I do not enough? What have I done not well enough that everyone seem to be picking others over me?


I hate that fucking group. I hate them. I hate how miserable I am even I'm not hanging out with them anymore. I hate how they could still do this to me. _|_